Why do you fish?
When I was young, I used to marvel at the perfect loops my uncle would cast. I would further marvel at the fact that I caught 10 times as many fish as he did, even though he knew much more about fishing, and his skills were much better.
I think that actually catching the fish became much less important than some zen like effect that he got from being in a nice place, and making a perfect cast.
At the time, I considered this to be a strange, but probably benign, form of insanity.
I am now in my mid-fifties, and have trouble tying on small flies due to the typical middle aged eyesight phenomenon, but am otherwise quite fit. So, I cannot blame what I am about to describe on fatigue.
I really no longer care if I catch anything.
There, I said it. Is this bad or good? Does it make a mockery of the sport, that the process rather than the result is why I go?
I have to say that standing in moving water, casting with my favorite rod, I find myself thinking about other things, and not making the intellectual effort to match the hatch, and do a proper job of reading the water.
Or, I am quite content to stalk a fish, and if I can make the cast to a tough spot and get him on for a second, but lose him, I feel no need to go back and actually catch him. The interesting part has already been done.
Of course, none of this slows down my lust for new equipment.
Have I reached a state of angling grace, or have I become a self delusional tackle tart ?
Thank you for your thoughts.
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